I wonder what I'm doing with my life. I feel like it's slipping between my fingers. I feel lethargic and unmotivated. I feel complacent yet terrified about not having a summer job yet. I feel like I've been living a lie. I feel like I can't go on like this, not even for another 6 weeks. Not for another 6 days.
4 comments:
m_whiz, you are the most headstrong of all my friends. You are the one who is most successful academically. You also are the one with the most promising future.
Yes, it may seem like that your education or even your life is in idle and that you lack motivation at these times, but hang in there.
I know the feeling, and I am regretting with what I did before.
Soon, and very soon indeed, you will come out with a very prosperous life.
You have been very successful on what matters.
Hold on to what you have, and run with it. Don't let go. Don't let go now. Keep up the good work.
You do know shouldn't stay this way and you know it (as seen in the last couple of sentences), then do something about it. Be positive and do something about it.
By the way, it's not a problem that you don't have a summer job yet, it's only March! I just don't see where your conflicting thoughts are come from.
p.s. your blog is the only one that I need a dictionary to read. See how good you are? ;)
two two misses u
w> thanks =) Hope you are doing well
y> I miss two too
heads up! who was it that gets to go on exchange?
:)
joyce
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