Rain, snow, read, class, eat, TV - a comfortable routine, just prodding along. Two months of classes left, then exams, then more exams. Sometimes the highest endorsement you can give to time is that it will pass. I'm feeling... it's hard to describe. Looking forward to going home for New Years; don't think I've ever been able to do that before. It feels nice to be at school, but incredibly awkward to find out, inadvertently, that J is having a party, and of course I wasn't invited. Which makes complete sense, 'cuz he has a new gf. And I was the one who refused to attempt a friendship. But still, it sucks, because, well, almost all our friends are mutual friends. But that's the way it's gotta be.
Applying to jobs, but haven't heard back from anywhere yet. Postings for the following year has started coming out, which is more than a little scary. I like my classes, though Advanced Family Law feels a little like group therapy of a bunch of angry feminist at times. I feel sorry for the one guy in our class of 12 or so.
Some things are going on that I won't legitimatize with a post yet. Needless to say it has to do with my poor decision-making wrt relationships. One day, I'll get it right.
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